R.I.P Sterling.

I will miss you sooooo much.. I love you big brother!

"I'm sending you away tonight, 
I'll put you on a bird's strong wing 
I'm saving you the best way I know how, 
I hope again one day to hear you sing"


R.I.P
~Raven

Dear Sterling,

Hi Sterling, I hope you know how much

I adore you. Through thick and thin,

you were there watching, and loving

me no matter what I did. As much as it

kills me to see you suffer, and lie

there.. Still suffereing, I know you'll be

happier with Cody and Fifi, and Jazz

too I bet. Labell, and Kaylie, Nacho too.

I know the rest of the family and

friends will miss you too. But we all

know you'll be in a better place after

you pass. I still don't understand why

you got so sick, but I beileve in

everything happening for a reason. So

I'm sure there was a good reason for

this. I love you more then you will ever

know.



I still remember when you were a tiny,

tiny baby. You would never bite, you

always were good. I still remember

that time we took a nap together. Even

though it was accidental. Man, we have

so many good memories. I just wish

you could read this and understand

what it means. I remember when we

used play on the parents' bed, I

remember when you were so tiny you

didn't even know how to act like a silly

playful ferret yet! You were the

sweetest baby.. You still are so sweet,

even though it's towards the end. I'm

sure you will continue to be sweet even

after you leave. I'll make sure to take

good care of everyone for you, in

respect. You were the ferret that

changed my life again. I love you SO

much. SO MUCH. So much. Soo much. I

can't stress that enough. Clearly. I just

wish so much that you could read this

and share in the memories with me.

Like when we had that "photoshoot".

We still have a picture on the fridge, if

not more then that one. I looked kinda

silly with my Tamagotchi holder

necklace, but you looked great. Haha.

Your fur was so much darker then.

Your colors changed to even more

beautiful colors now though. So. Many.

Memories. They're all amazing too. I

don't even know if I will be able to end

this post. Haha, I just want to keep

writing about all the great times that I

adore, and cherish..

Although it may

not be the MOST fitting, "A Bird's

Song" by Ingrid Michaelson is the song

I'm listening to as I write this..

Repeating it over and over. It's sound

is so soothing, and it kinda helps me

drain all the tears. Although I don't

think they will end any time soon.

Whenever I hear this song, I will think

of you. And that is something I look

forward to. It will make me remember

all the amazing things we did together,

how you stayed with me even when I

messed up, forgot to give you your

vitamin, didn't let you out to play

everyday, and when I was kinda rough

in the bath, making you dance.

Hahaha.

But most of all, it will remind me of

you. And that's what's most important.




I love you, brother. I will never forget

about you, I promise. I hope you have

fun with all your little animal buddies

just like the fun we had together.

Thanks for making my life a lot more
amazing.

I love you!!
~Raven, your "little" sister.